I am holding Grudge. Or is Grudge holding me? Grudge doesn’t want me to go. Then they would win and we can’t let them win, right? Do I win with you, Grudge? It feels like I’m losing…..no, I’m sorry, Grudge, I didn’t mean it. I think I love you, Grudge. You make my heart race. Okay wait, step back, Grudge. You’re standing too close. I can’t see what’s happening in front of me. You feel heavy on my shoulders, Grudge, just like the weight I need them to feel. Wait, do they even feel it? Why don’t you visit them, Grudge? You never seem to leave me. When I think you’ve gone away, you crawl under my skin and I know you are near. I feel stuck, Grudge. Are you holding me back? Maybe you can help me, tell that I’m right again? Can I live without you, Grudge? Maybe I’ll try for a bit. Space could be good for us. Oh, stop that, Grudge. hehe, you make me laugh. It feels so safe and warm. Okay, wait. It’s not funny anymore, Grudge. It’s getting too hot in here. Hey—what are you doing with that match, Grudge…… why are you burning me??? You were supposed to be burning them!!!!! Help me, Grudge, please!!!! Can you hear me??????